Another World

there is a world that exists 
between our pupils and our eyelids
maybe its the subconscious images
coming from our brain 
or maybe its our eyes having their daydream
when they finally get to relax for a bit
or maybe its really messages
coming from another world 
who knows?

a bright circle made of colors of both sadness and joy
purple, blue, orange, red
with shades of black and white flashing in between
it shifts and fades like the tides of the ocean
never letting you capture its true beauty

i guess its because once you capture it
you can no longer call it true beauty

the circle slowly transforms 
from a perfect full moon
to an apple chopped in half
to a pair of broken butterfly wings
to a pair of falling leaves of autumn belonging
to some rare flower that has never shown itself to the world
to a pair of resurrecting wings of an angel
battling the apocalypse
to finally, two asymmetrical organisms covered with fungi
perhaps infected with some sort of uncurable virus
to nothingness

maybe this is what the origin of life really is
the untraceable logic of its evolving and devolving

close your eyes and explore this other world
maybe you can find some sort of truth in your own sense
and if you can take it
dont be afraid
there's always plenty of tears 
to be your lubricant and buffer


另一個世界
存在著
它存在在我們的眼球跟眼皮之間
有可能是我們腦海裡淺意識的畫面
也有可能是我們的眼睛在好不容易可以休息的時候
做的小小白日夢
也有可能
他真的是從另一個世界傳來的訊息
誰知道?

亮的刺眼的圓圈 包含著難過跟快樂的顏色
紫色藍色橘色紅色
黑色與白色的影子從他們之間閃爍
圓圈像海浪一樣 
不停的轉變不停的來來去去
不讓你看到他真正的美

可能是因為如果真的被你看到了
你也沒辦法說他是真正的美了吧

圓圈慢慢的在變化
從一個完美的滿月
變成一個蘋果的斷層面
變成一對破爛的蝴蝶的翅膀
變成兩片飄落的秋葉
很可能是屬於一朵罕見的花
從來沒讓這世界看過他的花
變成一對獲得重生的天使翅膀
抵抗著末日
到最後 
變成兩個不對稱的黴菌物體
很可能被某種治不好的病毒感染著
變成無

說不定這其實就是生命的源頭
無法追尋邏輯的進化跟退化

把眼睛閉上來探索這個世界吧
說不定你可以找到對你來說是真相的東西
如果你承受的了
不用怕
絕對會有足夠的眼淚
可以當你的潤滑劑跟緩衝器